Date: 21-09-Why does it matter?
To: You, who are in front of the computer.
Time: See your watch :x
Place: Sorry, are you amnesiac?
Sir/Madam (Both if applicable),
I am not here to talk to you. I am not her to respect you or to guide you. If you choose to be the living scum of the earth, you may choose to, but please refrain yourself from reading this letter. Who I am, is not a matter of concern for you, but it is who ‘you’ are should bother you now. In this dog eat dog world, you should let the dog come and bite you, but instead you should go to the dog and bite it. If a dog can give you rabies, you can give the dog, Babies?. But remember, what happens if you go and kiss a dog? Get kissed back again? No, you get bitten, and is getting bitten the whole purpose of our conversation? No. So what does the world teach us? It is a dog eat dog world, but if a dog eats you before you can even try, Is it worth it? If the answer is Yes, then sweetie please step out of your house and look around, there are hundreds of dogs waiting for ya. If the answer is No, why even get in sight of the dogs? Sitting idle is a lot better than getting kissed by a dog. You just need to realize, who or what the dog is.
The world which made you is complex. You go on and on and get fed up by it, but you don’t realize it is ‘you’ who is an integral part of it. You are the block of brick which helps to build the world. If you cease to exist so does the world. The entire world is built upon you, it is you who gets the whitewash, and also it is you who gets the paint. You do not bulge to the blasphemous weather outside, you maintain your cool. It is you, who gets the grime, and also is you who is fed with soot. You wither, but you have no option. This is the scenario outside, the scene inside is quite ironic. The big guys you bust your ass for, the bosses of that company whose paste you use, those ‘iconic’ stars whose ‘brand’s underwear you use, the shit bag whose ‘item’ antics you see all of them enjoy inside the elite castle called world, made by ordinary bricks, i.e. individual bricks who when alone are meant only to be broken.
There is only small layer which separates the elite class of the world from the tempest blowing outside, you a.k.a the brick. What does this mean? Does it make any sense to you? You feed the world. You build the crap you never wanted to be a part of. If you don’t like something, sitting in a corner and sulking does not help, but instead ignoring it would lead to better effects. The T.V. and Internet are the common man’s girlfriend investments. Once you start investing it is an infectious process, life goes in a full circle, without a single harvest. It is like running around the bathroom when in need. It is beautiful, getting cramps dreaming for the thing you can never get, but not observing the absolute heaven lying straight before you. Open the door, not of your bathroom but of your mind. The pathetic dance shows you see, the measly politicians who rule you, the idiotic cinema’s made are all because of you. If you were to break the circle, the rest would follow, just like a chain of beads. If one falls the rest follows. Then you will realize that this is the absolute shit of life.
There is only small layer which separates the elite class of the world from the tempest blowing outside, you a.k.a the brick. What does this mean? Does it make any sense to you? You feed the world. You build the crap you never wanted to be a part of. If you don’t like something, sitting in a corner and sulking does not help, but instead ignoring it would lead to better effects. The T.V. and Internet are the common man’s girlfriend investments. Once you start investing it is an infectious process, life goes in a full circle, without a single harvest. It is like running around the bathroom when in need. It is beautiful, getting cramps dreaming for the thing you can never get, but not observing the absolute heaven lying straight before you. Open the door, not of your bathroom but of your mind. The pathetic dance shows you see, the measly politicians who rule you, the idiotic cinema’s made are all because of you. If you were to break the circle, the rest would follow, just like a chain of beads. If one falls the rest follows. Then you will realize that this is the absolute shit of life.
Never give a fuck to anyone, because by nature, if you give something you have to take it back. You needn’t be poor fuckin’ Newton to figure that out. To give a fuck means to take a fuck. Taking a fuck means getting raped. If you love getting raped, close the current window and lay out with the dogs. And now if you like taking a fuck from every poor and menial soul, I tell, you would be the epitome of the “I am the world’s largest bum” award, If not I consider you another paltry soul with glasses in search of some salvation. As you are now enlightened, being a dog doesn’t matter and giving a fuck does. You are the greatest scumbag of the world before, but I cleansed your soul, I made you what you are, if not for a moment, for a lifetime. See the world in you, the world will then see you.
Yours Cynically,
He-You should not know.
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[This post got selected for the Blogadda's Spicy Saturday's pick. Here is what they have to say about this post, "Everyday we look into the mirror but how many times do we look into the mirror and also listen to the voice within? Pawan through this wonderful post, makes us realize how important it is for us to discover ourselves and listen to the voice within". Thanks you Blogadda for giving a small token of recognition! This is what keeps me going!
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Thought provoking!! :)
What made you write this.. I want to know the thought process... what was the stimulus...
Awesome writing Pawan... the best you have ever written...
Wo, wo, wo, wo!! Damn man! Are you on dope?
Coz these seem to me coming from some inner sancto sanctorum of a deeply hurt human being. And that pain, my dear friend, surfaces only when you are doped.
BTW who scratched you on the wrong side of ur bum?
Hmmm. Interesting post and quite thought provoking too...
hmmm.. a very nice and different one..pawan....
T.V. and Internet are the common man’s girlfriend investments. Once you start investing it is an infectious process
lol..liked this line a lot...
Nice post.Thought provoking,and went deeper down than it looked in the surface.
Is this a sudden outburst or has this been growing inside for a long time?
u r seriously on drugs.. u jus sent a sword through my one ear n got it through the other.. wow.. great piece of write..
liked ur label..p+ij..
i dedicate this familiar song to u..
"who let the dogs out" by bahamen.. amen..
if you don't look out for number one, then no one else will...so fuck it! :) Great 'rant' you have going on there
Just read this again...
The brilliant thing is not much abusive language and double the intensity and the angst...
And comments ka reply to karo bhaiiya..
@ Shilpa: Thanks!
@ As the Mind Meanders: What made me write this?
I just don't know mate!
I just felt like writing a cynical letter and in a day here it comes!
I never expected it to be so good, I just wanted it to be a pun intended letter that's it!
And as for the compliment, thank you!
And if you say it is the best, it is :)
@ Paritosh: Dope?!.
Whoa, the next thing that happens if I am on dope is, I'll be kicked out of the house!
And was there any pain?
Any pain that came into the story is purely coincidental, I didn't mean it to. I just wanted it to be a dark comedy.
And I guess, I scratched on the wrong side myself, who else can?
Good to find you again here mate!
@ Roshmi: Thanks!, I leave the thought provoking part to you!
@ Shankar: This is what I was referencing to the other day, when I said that my blog stats were on an all time low. I wanted to try out something new, and here it comes out. The good news being, my stats again hit the high for this September :)
And about the girlfriend investments, it can't be better, can it?
@ Anu: Yes, it is a sudden outburst, but it wasn't in there for long. The idea formed inside my head in a time period of one hour I guess. It is like any other post, but I just wrote it with some extra zeal that's it!
@ Vishnu: Please do refer to the earlier reply I gave to Paritosh. I am not on drugs!
And moreover did the sword come out clean? If so mate, it proves there is no brain out there, so I guess you would be wanting to change your comment ;)
And about the label, P+iJ, you are the first one to notice it, Complex poor jokes ;)
Keep Visiting mate!
@ Kay: Welcome to my blog!
I guess this is your first comment in here!
Btw, I didn't really catch the meaning of your comment.
If it is what I really think it is, then thank you, that is the whole essence of my post :)
And surprising you found it as a 'rant', its just that my inner self was a bit disturbed :P
@ As the Mind Meanders: What do you mean by that?
What I understood is that, the post has less of abuse and more of intensity, it that's it, I am happy. I know abuse does not make a post beautiful at all. It's not only the spice which is the integral part of the curry, it is the vegetables too :)
So I give more importance to the story line mate :)
Btw, if this is not what your comment meant, please feel free to explain!
Hmmm... Lemme explain.
If I had to write something like this - I would have used abusive language - to colour the post black.
You managed to do it without having to resort to them much. So hats off.
@ As The Mind Meanders: I got your point.
Firstly, I thought to use zero abuse, but as I started writing further more there came a situation where I had to resort to using abuses.
But nevertheless, thanks for the compliment, I'll cherish it for a long time to come.
the sword came out twisted cleaning all the dirt in the mind.. ma brain is hard as hell..thts y the sword bent..
its a pity tht no1 notices the labels..
@ Vishnu: True, its a pity no actually sees them!
Btw, I have been to ur blog. Will comment there soon!
Good that my post cleared the dirt inside your mind!
Different..And thought provoking...
Note to self-**Have to come back and read this one again**
This anonymous letter surely made my day.
Loved the part where it was mentioned : You needn’t be poor fuckin’ Newton to figure that out. To give a fuck means to take a fuck. Taking a fuck means getting raped. If you love getting raped, close the current window and lay out with the dogs.
Well, you know, people are actually enjoying the laying around with the dawgs these days.
It's sad but true. What has the world come to?
Awesome write. Keep them coming :)
WoW! This post has been selected as Blogadda's Spicy Saturday Pick!
Congratulations!! :)
Great going, Pawan!
dude ur so awesome.surprise me always!!!hope to see more of ur cynical posts :D.
can i borrow ur quotes for my status message?"To give a fuck means to take a fuck" :P
one more silly question.were u high when u wrote this? :P
Hi Pawan
Congrats on blogadda pick,... i too have been selected.. Saw your comments on my blog... just one point, u've addressed me as Archana. Am actually Aarti :))
Btw,this was a thought provoking post...:)
Congratulations and Celebrations!!! :D
@ Choco: Thanks!
I thought you were on a break, but nevertheless good to see you here again!
And read it again, I find my own post amazing, for the first time!
honest and damn good, i am so glad that i gave you that award, you are really a thinker dude, an awesome one at that too :)
take care and keep writing.........
:)) ur forgiven
have a fun sunday and a wonderful week ahead!!
Congrats! your post is srlected for blog adda! Nice post! Yes I think I am feeding the dogs but do I have any other choice? Well... Very thought provoking!! I think I will try to change!
Wow! There you go!! So finally blogadda managed to find one of the best blogger here.
This post was really thought evoking!
And now I envy you so much. :)
Congrats!
Cheers!
EXCELLENT WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!THIS IS WHAT MOST OF THE PEOPLE NEEDED...(THIS THOUGHT).EVEN I GET THE SAME IDEAS AND I GET THE ANSWERS FOR IT JUST BY GIVING IT A THOUGHT.MR.MARUVADA JUST KEEP GOING!!!!